When does the hurting stop?

… it’s been a hard few weeks. Very hard. Too many fuck ups, betrayals and bad luck than I care to remember. There has been the occasional YAY moment but they’ve generally been overshadowed by the avalanche of bad moments.

I’ve left a lot behind as well. A lot of internet behind anyway. I don’t post on normal forums, I rarely look at blogs and am lucky if I reply to an email. I DO however post at Solia Online, remember how I said previously that Menewsha stole my soul? Well, Solia fought Menewsha for it and won. I don’t know why it’s the main website I look at, I don’t know what keeps me going back but I do and it’s really the only thing online that I look at.

I am hoping to update here more. I hope people continue to look out for my posts… although without Despair I don’t seem to have people… my lack of posts is probably the cause though.

Anyway, i think I’ll stop here because I’m getting depressing and am wanting to go and crawl back into bed (I wish… 6+ hours of work left)

10 comments

  1. Kelly says:

    I'm so sorry you're feeling down! I know how you feel though, life bites the big one lately.

    I hope you come back and post sometime on mb's! Infernomb.com and obscuremb.org are pretty awesome if you ever feel like joining a board again.

    *hugs*

  2. asrai says:

    ahh that's just a normal slump in blogging and stuff. I ignored my blog for 3 weeks. All my stats went down. Anyway, real life sucks *always* haha ^^

    Just hang in there. My mom always says that its all about enjoying the good moments and generally ignoring the bad ones *if possible* ^^

    Godbless..

  3. Nik says:

    I'm sorry to hear things aren't going the way that would be best, and that you've been down! I hope that things turn around sometime soon and you can find more cheeriness!

    We miss you at Bijoux, though I understand how sometimes people just give up on boards and what not.

    BUT, I want to wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TODAY!

  4. Sarah says:

    My sympathies to you. I once felt like you did where there were just too many lows and not enough highs. Just hang on tight and those highs will come. I think the hardest thing for anyone to do in such a situation is to take the highs and the lows just as well, but it can be done.

  5. Belinda says:

    I find that with myself. but I've been getting back into blogging.

    I do like Despair, takes me around the blog world and get to meet cool people.

  6. Ashie says:

    I think it's common for people to kind of go through these slumps online (and off), and yeah it's just too much at some point to keep up with the countless boards/forums and blogging and commenting etc.

    I think a break away will do you good though, even if it's just not blogging regularly for a while. You'll get there ๐Ÿ™‚

    Goodluck.

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